TODAY..
Earlier, I watch Movies on My Portabale DVD Player.. FIngerSmith and L World..
I was lil disappotined with it but it is ok.. just movie.. lolz..
then on the middle of watching it my dearest friend blue called me and we talked...
she hang up and go back t work.. after watching it.. I sat here again in my VAIO and scribble the mouse and signed in in YM.. there is my friend bue witng on me.. and we chats and she told me of her stuff and all.. we always do have a great time talking.. we are friends snce I was 23yo and so as she..
we are the kind of friends that we don't hang out that much nor have time to bond but we still remain good friends.. we are always there to each other on important moments of each others lives... like when she leave the country and I tried to be there for her before her flight date.. and she is a kind of friend to me that is willing to help without expecting in return.. she that and she is my BELOVED TREASURE BLUE..
on our conversation, I told her that there is something I need to tell her and i don't know how she will react on it and she listens to me but I couldn't bring myself to tell her directly so I shared to her my blog entry here last dec 21 titled.. "HAVE YOU KISS A SAME SEXES?" and she read it and she said.. "ONE NIGHT KISSED, lolz" and I said yeah.. hahaha.. we discuss more aboutit and she told me that it is upto me and she feels that I am so confused at this time.. and she said tha no matter what?!.. no matter who you will be or who you are?! I am still awlays be here for you and you will always be my fiend - MY BLUE - MY FRIEND..
I am so relieve to haar it from her nd I thank GOD for giving me such PRICELESS TREASURE and it is friendship nd it is BLUE.. soon, slowly by slwly I will open up more and get out the closet and I know blue will accepts me whoever Iam nor who ever I will be?!
this is for now, time for bed.. gotta dash now..
