7th Day of My life in 2010...

Today is my 7th Day of this year..

woke you and hurriedly catching the bus @ the bus stop to go boise to see a friend.. weather is so freezing cold due to the wind...

I walked and walked and did missed the bus so I have to wait for 3hrs for the next bus.. I stroll around the mall and called few ppl and finally time came and i was on the bus going home..

i slept on the way and woke up and catch the other route and finally home and run hurriedly on my room to warm myself up.. then did my laundry vaccum and take care of other things..

Brian is home and we talk a bit and he said that he will do his best to help me to stay here.. he even said that he will find a man to marry me for visa purposes!! hahah... and i don't really kno what he mean - is it really to find or him?! only god knows what really he meant?!

I really starting to get worried and more depress of my case and so scared what will come?

My working permit will expire soon and it means trouble!! I don't want to lost my love job and be back to my country for I don't have life there anymore.. it is here that I have life - here in USA.. even my life sucks here - i rather want to stay here than go back to my country and lost a life!!

Oh God! it is only you who has the power to make things Possible and I will intrust everything to you for I do believe you.. I know you do have a purpose of the things that happend in my life- i know you do have!! pls help me to be more strong..

today is my first day off and I am exhausted and stressed deep inside!! huh?!