17TH OF JANUARY 2010, VERY TIRED AND STILL GOT NO CONNECTION BUT

Waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh,, I was pissed and frustrated still every time I check if i got a connection today but still haven't... so i slept all through out the day and woke up so late and decided to jump at the shower to waken my blood - my system which it did work..

still no connection and then after taking a shower, I did tried to figure out and it turn out that I need longer entranet cable and so, I run to the store and grab it and some few good supplies whihch barely rip me off!! darn it, I do love to shop but i hated it after.. I wouldn't get out in the store not spending less than fifty(50) bucks; it is always like that, atleast 40 - 50 bucks!!

I did have a not so cold walk and went home and configure my connection again and here I am not back on track!

then, I decided to cook saute asparagus which I share to brain and we chit chat again and I did share to him som pics.. heheh..

it is always a casual talk and i like that way..

now, am tired and ready for bed.. gnight all!!

"16TH JANUARY OF 2010 - ISOLATION MOOD - GOT NO CON!"

TOday, I stayed most of my time inside my room, prior to this day.. I went to bed so late..

woke up so late also and it pisses me that every single hr i am disturbed by going to the bathroom.

when I woke up, I run my laundry and do some lil cleaning on my stuff!

I had three gig invites today but turn them down all!! am not really ready and upto it and I do prefer to stay home now, i don't know why but my heart knows deep within..

it was wet, rainy and windy today and good thing I am off! my first day off from work..

Lately, I mostly sleep and get more tired now and there is only one reason cause that I can think of and it is my depression and posted some stat on my other page, FB...

this blog help me get through my day for I know there will come a time that I will look back on this part nor moments of my life and i have records...

I know it is just the first month of this year 2010 and there will lots of unexpected up and downs will come my way and I m keeping my positive thoughts and with faith with God I can get through all that will come!! I am much better now than before and I know I can face much more diffiulties and challenges that will come along...

and i will end up this blog by saying, I am quite ok for now... I did express my thoughts and let my emotios flew out my system....